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"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers,
neither height nor depth, nor anything else in creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
[Romans 8:38-39]

I am a daughter dedicated to one Father who, in the ultimate sign of love,
gave His Son up on a cross so that you and I could be free.
Free from the price to pay for our imperfection, free to love Him and serve Him.

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If we trust and focus on anything else or any other person for wisdom, righteousness, holiness and sanctification, we are on the wrong track.
Hebrews 12:2

bibledevotionals:

If we trust and focus on anything else or any other person for wisdom, righteousness, holiness and sanctification, we are on the wrong track.

Hebrews 12:2

Jesus Knew You First And Loves You Best

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Fairest Of Ten Thousand #380

John 1:50

What if Jesus likes you more than you think He does? What if He knew you first and liked what He saw? What if the reason you know Jesus at all is that He wanted this relationship so badly, He pursued it before you ever thought about it? What if He has…

Today is a strange day #halfpartyoutfit #halfworkoutfit

Today is a strange day #halfpartyoutfit #halfworkoutfit

"In You" by @leeyounger #praiseforallmydays #perfectlove #roadtripics

"In You" by @leeyounger #praiseforallmydays #perfectlove #roadtripics

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The Good News doesn’t stop being good when you’re weak.

Here’s a new worship song to help us remember the truths we don’t always feel.

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I have been struggling for the past month to really connect to God and to get a handle on where my faith is at the moment. Wrestling with so many things I know I need to work on and struggling to feel worthy of God’s love. Even feeling, as the song says, my heart hardening, doubts and “what if’s” clouding my view of God.

All it took was hearing this song and my heart started to melt and soften again. Practically in tears. Thank you so much Lee.

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Babysitting ^_^ #KidsHaveGoodTaste #DoctorWho #somuchsadnessthough #11

I forgot how much reading this book made me cry before…gotta be humble enough to admit the deepest desires of my heart #Captivating #ReRead

I forgot how much reading this book made me cry before…gotta be humble enough to admit the deepest desires of my heart #Captivating #ReRead

"Closure" (Owl Eyes)

I felt like the past week was a week of closures that I didn’t realise I needed. It somehow feels fitting that the song I can’t get out of my head is the one by Owl Eyes.

And somehow I also feel a kind of joyful emancipation from the things that I have allowed myself to be a slave to for the past four months of my crazy semester.

I was a slave to my feelings and desires for one person. I allowed it to dictate my actions, boundaries and emotional well-being. Truth is, I was so insecure that I thought I was in love with him when I was really just craving the attention that he gave me. It led into all kinds of tension and stress and miscommunication that took so much talking and growing on my part to get to a healthy place. It involved me being disgusted with myself for pining for yet another person who cannot and will not love me the way I want (and the way God has always been pining and running after me—the God I should have been returning devotion and love to). And as a result of this insecurity and obsession I stopped looking after myself and started losing myself. The wake up call at the end of semester helped me unclench everything, stop forcing things to happen and I can finally enjoy the friendship for what it is. I am blessed to have someone look out for me even after the initial rejection of my affections, who can make me laugh and remember how precious I am to God just the way I am. I need to break out of this cycle and change, and real change in this area involves real change in my heart and attitudes towards my insecurities and understanding God’s love. So my love life and heart? Now all in God’s hands. I have spent six years running after and trying to control it, I finally have the humility to put it at God’s feet to do with it as He has always wanted.

I was prideful and tried to take on too many things. In the end I became a slave to my commitments. Part of it was this was thinking I needed to sustain myself and so took on two jobs. Part of it was pride in thinking I could surely do it, I just needed to focus. Bad decision. I cannot prioritise everything—I tried and all areas of my life suffered. I was burnt out, spiritually exhausted, mentally drained and physically unwell. So I had to also adjust; dropping and switching jobs with more realistic hours, learning to say no (fighting my people pleasing nature) and delegate my time to the right things. I know I won’t feel it until Uni starts up again but I already feel better having less unnecessary things in my life.

I didn’t realise that I became a slave to a strange kind of reverse peer pressure. I had over the last two years unwittingly and subconsciously comparing myself to the people around me and as a result been working way too hard to relate to people, suppress my interests, personality and passions and keep up with the things going on around me. And I woke up one morning a week ago almost not recognising myself. What happened to the girl who listened to Chopin and Tchaikovsky while making 3D models? Or the girl who loved spending hours reading a good book, playing classical guitar pieces or drawing? The girl who loved getting lost in the city and finding record stores or loved meeting people in sweet shops and deli’s. Dancing to music she loves in her room. Taking photos. Wandering around in art galleries and shops. Making things just because it made her happy. Dressing the way she wanted to and wearing her hair short even if other people discouraged her from doing it. Passionate and creative and musical. Loving people fearlessly. Running joyfully after times she could be with God every day.

I wanted to find her again—she was me, two years ago before I cared about what people thought of me, what I did in comparison to what everyone else did, what I even expected of myself to do. It all came down to being a slave to my insecurities again—I didn’t love the person God made me to be, I thought I needed to be someone else to be loved or even worked so hard to be loved by people instead of just loving myself and allowing the right people in my life who loved me as myself.

I was a slave to guilt. I realised that I haven’t really understood grace or God’s unconditional love and spent so much time far from God because I thought I needed to fix myself and be in a better place before I could approach Him. I wasted so much time being away from Him because of my pride when all I had to do was admit that I didn’t have everything covered and need his help and forgiveness and healing. Because I had a hard time forgiving myself. And as soon as I started to understand even a small portion of this grace and love, I was completely blown over and enamoured. I felt so much joy and excitement for my relationship with God again. I felt God’s love bring life back into my bones and heart. It’s strange that you can convince yourself that you’ve been living or walking with God but you haven’t…until God’s love and grace starts to make more sense in your life. Until it becomes the thing that motivates you to love people and get up out of bed every day.

I woke up this morning excited to be alive for the first time in two years. Excited, not because of a boy, or something that would distract me from things that stress me out. I didn’t wake up dreading work, dreading being with people, or even dreading to look at myself in the mirror. I woke up excited to read my Bible and pray today, excited to dance and sing and get ready for work, excited to be with my family and friends enjoying an Italian masterpieces exhibition and embracing the life God gave me. I had been asleep and ungrateful and a slave for so long to things that only existed in my mind.

Thank you God for putting the right people, situations and scripture in my life to jolt me again. Thank you for your endless love and peace that have started motivating me to really live with joy again today.